tHe LaziNess aTtack mE aGain..lol

i didnt go to college today..
why?? lazy..lol
why being lazy??
nah..i was reading my novel from 12am until 4am..
just dont know why i cant stop myself from reading it..
maybe bcoz the story too similar to myself..ahahaha
i only get on to my bed at 4am..
eh..no no no..i was reading on the bed..
so i mean i closed up my eyes at 4am larh..kakaz
i only slept for about 4 n half hours and woke up about 8.30am..
then go for breakfast..
after that watch tv for while..
lastly ended up facebooking and blogging here..nothing much..

ps : another reason is i got no mood to go to college..i also dont know why..since they not taking the attendance for the first two weeks of the semester, let me be lazy for only today..

whoot~~

im got no mood to blog today..
leaving everything to tomorrow..
going to read my novel now..
bubye ^^

ps : elo already back to kl yesterday..i didnt meet her in college today bcoz i only got one class at kpd block..im lazy to go to main block so i straight away took a bus in front kpd block to go back home..sorry elo..i will be meeting you tomorrow in college..

FiVe iNcluDed mE..lol

today morning was my first chemistry class..
yesterday was the introduction class..
but i didnt go..not bcoz im lazy..i got to mention this..
it's bcoz i forgot where is my class..lol
i thought it's in SR9 but actually it's in SR10 (which is the class beside SR9)..
i know i very dumb..lol
when i go into the class, there are only two girls inside there..
i turned to a malay girl which was my ex-classmate last sem and sat beside her..
i asked her who is our chemistry lecturer and there are how many people in our class..
she told me the lecturer's name (i still didnt get her name, will find out soon)..
and she said there was five students only included me..
after few minutes, a young indian lady came in..
im so excited that she so young..about 20s i think..
i love to have a young lecturer..much more easier to communicate..lol
she gave us some easy questions and discussed with us after we had done..
she then taught us little bit about "atomic theory" before the class ends..
i found that this lesson is very interesting and i like it very much..

PS : today, me, carmeni, kaminie and sathia went to kpd block..why we go there?? haha..to find out some guy which carmeni found he's cute..his name is David Peter if im not mistaken..he just nothing more than a normal guy..lol..the most surprising is that i met tzee hui in front kpd block..she told me she coming to study there..i dont know is it true or not..

Im a LaZy bUmP..LoL

new blog layout design until half way..
lazy to continue already..
nevermind la..leave it first..
will continue doing when i got mood..lol

PS : today was my first day of the new semester..i met all my long missed friends except HIM..i wouldnt know what i got to say if i meet him..anyway..elo will only back by tmr..so i can only meet her on thursday ^^

I want to know what love is..

Love lOve loVe lovE

LOVE??

lurve..

A late coming New Year Wish..

Happiness keeps you sweet..

Trails keeps you strong..

Sorrows keeps you human..

Failure keeps you humble..

Success keeps you glowing..

God keeps you going..

New is the year..

New are the hopes and aspirations..

New is the resolution..

New are the spirits..

Have a promising and fullfilling new year :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

曾遭背叛的心...

真心的付出换来绝情的背叛，是何种感觉？？
悲伤得就像把盐撒在伤口上...
起初有种撕心裂肺的痛，到后来的麻木没感觉，犹如行尸走肉...
哼...那种感觉只有亲身感受过才会明白...

学走路的人总会跌倒...要学会爬起来才能走得更远啊...
如果觉得跌倒很痛而放弃，不再在站起来走的话，那要如何看到前面美好的风景呢？

感情也一样...
人往往被伤害过后就不敢再爱了...
那是因为他们害怕再遭受一次伤害，而把感情隐藏起来...

身同感受...
真的需要很大勇气才能再爱多一次...

卓文萱 一秒也好

我关上了门最后一次听你说我们
熟悉变陌生把我往记忆里扔
我应该习惯你离去的眼神
才能让失去你变的更完整
窗外的街灯还在努力掩饰着早晨
我的叹息成真了整夜的苦闷
我该努力习惯这样的气氛
才发现失去了爱不用再等
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来你只是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

清晨的街灯唤开了城市中的心门
我的等待成真了整夜的苦闷
我努力在你的回忆里狂奔
才了解失去了爱不用再等
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

多想再一次紧紧的拥抱
就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少我都想要
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

让回忆继续反复炫耀
原来失去对彼此都不好

CheMistry, PsycHology & CaLculus..

just got my result yesterday..
i passed all my subjects except my critical thinking skills..
cts..what a stupid subject..messed me up..
i have to redo the subject again..
i plan to redo it on my fouth semester..
therefore, im taking my favourite chemistry, development to personal psychology and the most interesting calculus in my third semester..
i swear..im not gonna be lazy anymore..must study well this semester..
gambateh~~~

Merry Christmas Everybody~~

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We wish you a Merry Christmas..

We wish you a Merry Christmas..

We wish you a Merry Christmas..........and a Happy New Year~~~

Im here to wish all of you MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR..

Congrats to cousin brother for having his first baby girl..

It was on yesterday, our christmas eve..

The baby girl is very very cute too..

May god bless the baby girl..

ChaSe CraWford..He's hot ^^

A dAy befOre chrisTmas eVe..

i suppose to go out on the christmas eve..
due to some reason, we changed our plan to wednesday..
it's just a day before christmas eve..
we decided to go Neway to release our voice..
practically we going there to sing k..haha
that's what we do when we got no other place to go..
this time we got about 12 people going..
we probably will have a lots of fun..
I SWEAR..IF IM NOT HAVING FUN, I WOULDNT GO BACK HOME~~~
so now im planning what songs i going to sing on that day..
im also thinking where i wanna go on the christmas eve since i got nothing to do..

PS : i miss all my friends..nirai, jo, elo, carmeni, kaminie, zac, arun, vicky, roshaan, kah mun, and etc..i also miss pangkor and the friends there..kim, jonathan, tzong meng, ayie, junn, juan, rayyan, que, lili, mamu, kingsley,and etc..

Im LosT In bEtweEn bLacK aNd wHitE...

chinese people always say..
there is a blur area in between black and white..
between black and white?? it must be grey then..
this is what people think base on their colour sense..
i can tell you, you will never know what's in that blur area unless you go through it..
however, this is depends on how people sees it..
different people might have different view about it..
for me, it is still a blur area until now..
let's put this in relationship between human..
black and white represented yes or no..
whereas the blur area is 'i dont know'..
i dont know what to do, i dont know what i want, so and so..
now im lost in the blur area..
i dont know whether i will lost a friend..
i dont know what should i do to avoid this..
there's too many things that i dont know here..
maybe these are the reasons i always hurts people..

mY HoLidaY mY dReaM

my holiday mood suppose to be happy..

im not trying to do the emo things..

im letting all the stuff to wash away from my head..

i wish now i could take a bag, pack some clothes and disappear for few days..

***dream***

if i can do that, i will go to the place that filled with my memory..

maybe..there i can let go everything..

maybe..there i can think properly what i actually wanted for..

maybe..there i..

maybe..maybe..maybe..

**dream**

what am i doing now??

there are so many maybe and i trying to be emo again??

i just dont like myself to be like this..

***dream***

if i can disappear myself, i will go to my favourite place..

which is a beach..

it can be anywhere, as long as there is a beach..

i'll rent a challet at the seaside..

morning i will wake up only when the sun shines on me..

having breakfast at the balcony with beautiful seaview..

then take car ride along the beach..

having my lunch in a seaview restaurant..

i'll sit under a tree on the beach and read my novel..

after that i'll go swimming for while..

then take a nap..

evening, i'll take a walk on the beach with sunset..

having my dinner in a good environment restaurant..

last but not least, having a beer in the lounge/pub..

end my day with myself on the bed..

**dream**

this is the one that i really dream of..

for me it is a greatest enjoy in my life..

although im alone..

it shouldn't be a problem for me aite..^^

YoU'rE nO LonGer iN mY MinD =p

falling in love with you one year ago was a hard time for me..
when first you told me you love me, i was very happy..
coz i got that stupid feeling towards you also..
you started telling me how much you love me, care about me and so on..

until i get to knew that you're playing with my feeling..
the sweet words that you told had became a poison for me..
the love that you gave was like a knife scratching my heart..

i dont know how stupid i can be..
i just knew that i had no life at that moment..
i felt im so stupid..

but then now, at this moment, i knew i had let go everthing..
im happy that the b****** had gone..
im alive again.. *wink*

hEloo~~ I'm bAck ~~

just back from pangkor yesterday..
i really had fun..
i met lotz of friends..
all of them are nice..
i miss them so much now..
i will be continue writting the things that had happen in the next post..
photos will be on soon..see ya..

WiLL bE miSSinG neXt 4 dAys ^^

my camp started tomorrow..

im busy prepare my things now..

opps..

where's my sunglasses??

where's my cap??

where's my sunblock??

where's my swimsuit??

where's my sport shoes??

errrhh..gosh..screwing up everything for this moment..

anyway, hopefully gonna be very fun during the camp..

*wink*

iM wAitiNg fOr iT tO cOme ^o^

what am i waiting for??
yeah..whoo hoo..
its IPTS PANGKOR ADVENTURE..
its basically a kind of leadership camp, i think..
its in pangkor island..
and there are around 10 colleges taking part in this camp..
mmu, tarc, inti, and so on..
so we are leaving from help college on monday at 7.30am sharp..
the activities that might be carry out are ice-breaking, water sports (banana boat, jet ski and canoeing), junggle trekking, one day trip on pangkor, treasure hunt, bbq night and so on..
we will be staying in some resort (dont know what resort but hopefully its nice and comfortable)..
this camp take us four days three nights from 16th to 19th november..
therefore i will be missing these few days and probably wouldnt online..
as a conclusion (sounds like writting essay)..haha =)
i hope we will have fun in this camp..
and probably get to know more people (mostly hot and cute guys la..hee)..

i gonna go watch movie now..bye..see you all in next post..*wink*

爱一直存在

那天我扬起帆 想看看未知的海

心里很多话想说说不出来

虽然我脸上看不出来

天空一样蔚蓝却换了多少云彩

那时的你让我幸福百分百　 是否为我等待

我知道我的爱一直都会存在 没有你泪停不下来

你知道我依赖多不想say googbye 我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在 没有你快乐都停摆

某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂 回头看爱　都在

站在你的门外　我却幸福在徘徊

心里很多话想说说不出来

但我想你一定都明白 时间过的好快

时间过的好快想念却不曾更改

现在的你是否幸福百分百　我应该怎么猜

我知道我的爱一直都会存在 没有你泪停不下来

你知道我依赖多不想say googbye 我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在 没有你快乐都停摆

某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂 回头看爱　都在

我知道我的爱一直都会存在 没有你泪停不下来

你知道我依赖多不想say googbye 我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在 没有你快乐都停摆

某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂 回头看爱　都在

爱一直存在

NeW pHonE (CooL) , oLd pHonE (sTupiD)

huh~~
i just got my new phone yesterday..
its a fake apple iphone from china..
but i look exactly like the real one..
my friends kept on asking me how much does it cost..
and i told them it was 300+ us dollars..
but its actually 300+ ringgit malaysia..
ahahaahaha XD

on the same time..
my old phone started merajuk already..
first..battery low..
second..cant on the phone for few hours(dont know why)..
third..the phone cant read through the memory(swt..my photos are all inside there..cant even transfer to my lappie)..

what i worry now is that i dont know my new phone from china can last how long..
what if it die after few months??
but i think if it die is also a good thing right??
because i canget another new phone ma..
wakakakaka~~