曾遭背叛的心...

真心的付出换来绝情的背叛，是何种感觉？？
悲伤得就像把盐撒在伤口上...
起初有种撕心裂肺的痛，到后来的麻木没感觉，犹如行尸走肉...
哼...那种感觉只有亲身感受过才会明白...

学走路的人总会跌倒...要学会爬起来才能走得更远啊...
如果觉得跌倒很痛而放弃，不再在站起来走的话，那要如何看到前面美好的风景呢？

感情也一样...
人往往被伤害过后就不敢再爱了...
那是因为他们害怕再遭受一次伤害，而把感情隐藏起来...

身同感受...
真的需要很大勇气才能再爱多一次...

卓文萱 一秒也好

我关上了门最后一次听你说我们
熟悉变陌生把我往记忆里扔
我应该习惯你离去的眼神
才能让失去你变的更完整
窗外的街灯还在努力掩饰着早晨
我的叹息成真了整夜的苦闷
我该努力习惯这样的气氛
才发现失去了爱不用再等
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来你只是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

清晨的街灯唤开了城市中的心门
我的等待成真了整夜的苦闷
我努力在你的回忆里狂奔
才了解失去了爱不用再等
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

多想再一次紧紧的拥抱
就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少我都想要
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎只会让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

让回忆继续反复炫耀
原来失去对彼此都不好

CheMistry, PsycHology & CaLculus..

just got my result yesterday..
i passed all my subjects except my critical thinking skills..
cts..what a stupid subject..messed me up..
i have to redo the subject again..
i plan to redo it on my fouth semester..
therefore, im taking my favourite chemistry, development to personal psychology and the most interesting calculus in my third semester..
i swear..im not gonna be lazy anymore..must study well this semester..
gambateh~~~

Merry Christmas Everybody~~

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We wish you a Merry Christmas..

We wish you a Merry Christmas..

We wish you a Merry Christmas..........and a Happy New Year~~~

Im here to wish all of you MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR..

Congrats to cousin brother for having his first baby girl..

It was on yesterday, our christmas eve..

The baby girl is very very cute too..

May god bless the baby girl..

ChaSe CraWford..He's hot ^^

A dAy befOre chrisTmas eVe..

i suppose to go out on the christmas eve..
due to some reason, we changed our plan to wednesday..
it's just a day before christmas eve..
we decided to go Neway to release our voice..
practically we going there to sing k..haha
that's what we do when we got no other place to go..
this time we got about 12 people going..
we probably will have a lots of fun..
I SWEAR..IF IM NOT HAVING FUN, I WOULDNT GO BACK HOME~~~
so now im planning what songs i going to sing on that day..
im also thinking where i wanna go on the christmas eve since i got nothing to do..

PS : i miss all my friends..nirai, jo, elo, carmeni, kaminie, zac, arun, vicky, roshaan, kah mun, and etc..i also miss pangkor and the friends there..kim, jonathan, tzong meng, ayie, junn, juan, rayyan, que, lili, mamu, kingsley,and etc..

Im LosT In bEtweEn bLacK aNd wHitE...

chinese people always say..
there is a blur area in between black and white..
between black and white?? it must be grey then..
this is what people think base on their colour sense..
i can tell you, you will never know what's in that blur area unless you go through it..
however, this is depends on how people sees it..
different people might have different view about it..
for me, it is still a blur area until now..
let's put this in relationship between human..
black and white represented yes or no..
whereas the blur area is 'i dont know'..
i dont know what to do, i dont know what i want, so and so..
now im lost in the blur area..
i dont know whether i will lost a friend..
i dont know what should i do to avoid this..
there's too many things that i dont know here..
maybe these are the reasons i always hurts people..

mY HoLidaY mY dReaM

my holiday mood suppose to be happy..

im not trying to do the emo things..

im letting all the stuff to wash away from my head..

i wish now i could take a bag, pack some clothes and disappear for few days..

***dream***

if i can do that, i will go to the place that filled with my memory..

maybe..there i can let go everything..

maybe..there i can think properly what i actually wanted for..

maybe..there i..

maybe..maybe..maybe..

**dream**

what am i doing now??

there are so many maybe and i trying to be emo again??

i just dont like myself to be like this..

***dream***

if i can disappear myself, i will go to my favourite place..

which is a beach..

it can be anywhere, as long as there is a beach..

i'll rent a challet at the seaside..

morning i will wake up only when the sun shines on me..

having breakfast at the balcony with beautiful seaview..

then take car ride along the beach..

having my lunch in a seaview restaurant..

i'll sit under a tree on the beach and read my novel..

after that i'll go swimming for while..

then take a nap..

evening, i'll take a walk on the beach with sunset..

having my dinner in a good environment restaurant..

last but not least, having a beer in the lounge/pub..

end my day with myself on the bed..

**dream**

this is the one that i really dream of..

for me it is a greatest enjoy in my life..

although im alone..

it shouldn't be a problem for me aite..^^